What do you have to lose?

Pandemic Poetry

Jay Sizemore
2 min readApr 6, 2020
Photo by Alex Iby on Unsplash

It’s so easy to focus on the negative,
when you know every breath
contains the possibility of your death:

hydroxychloroquine and azithromycin
without the benefit of a clinical trial,
like dreamcatchers made of coffee straws

and the bones of crows, woven and promised
to provide the restful quiet of morphine skin
without the itch of mosquito tongues.

I live now in the same world
where politicians move their stock around
to accommodate room for the bodies

that will be buried in their state parks
among the flowering trees and the fountains,
the ducks and the swans craning their necks

to peer through the black iron fence rails,
yes, yes, a goose did just waddle
across your freshly dug grave, but that shiver

you felt wasn’t the whisper of predestination,
it was the cold nerved settling of resolve,
that despite the horrors of blood lung and intubation,

despite world leaders willing to give children
the keys to airplanes set to fly overseas,
despite every minute containing a flood

of reasons to step out the nearest window
like a feather tied to a barbell,
this disaster, like every hell born or remembered

will exist with the equivalence
of a single finger snap, a single clapping of hands
signifying the waking from another restless dream

to find everything placed on the nightstand
exactly as you remembered, and the dandelions
of the yard still bowing their heads in prayer

to a merciless god of blades and gasoline,
a world where peace is often a matter of perspective,
and this illusion might as well greet itself with a smile.

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Jay Sizemore
Jay Sizemore

Written by Jay Sizemore

Provocative truth teller, author of APNEA & Ignore the Dead. Cat dad. Dog dad. Husband. Currently working from Portland, Oregon. Learn more at: Jaysizemore.com.

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